Its been slightly over a year since i came out of National Service. Some thoughts of my time at Police (NS) I have learned alot of things during my time at Police. I have experienced many things most people couldn't ever experience in their life. Arresting shoplifters , Attempted Suicide cases , Insane person , Person with dangerous weapons and alot more. I also learned how to interact with different people and how to understand the mentality of people better. Even though i had fun during my time at Police I also had times of suffering. Most things in life comes together with something negative. Its the negative in life that makes the positive all the more sweeter to experience. Theres rarely a situation which this doesn't apply to.
Of all my cases people who attempted suicide interest me the most. It made me wonder whats the purpose of our lives, what are we suppose to do and what are we doing with it. Needless to say life is precious but have you not had the feeling of despair ? Ever felt that everything in life is going wrong ? Ever felt theres no meaning in life ? Well i have. But after thinking about it long and hard i came to a conclusion. You live for yourself. Only yourself , theres no such thing as you can't survive without anyone.
So what am I doing rotting my life away ? Since this year is coming to a close i decided on getting my act together next year. I will start my school and get my driving license. This is my top 2 short term goals atm. The rest can wait.
