It seems when your down the hits just keep coming. 1st I lost 3(or at least thats an estimate) of my friends I really wonder why, Followed by I realize Ive been somewhat toyed with in my feelings and finally I happen to witness an event which I REALLY wish I didnt have to see/know about it to make it worst there are others who witness it as well.
True goes to the saying that when it rains it pours. Perhaps that is just my fate as some poor judgement/choice from myself may have affected to those around me. Somehow even before things happen I somehow already knew it was coming but somehow I couldnt stop it from happening as I dont know the root of the problem. I truely treat everyone so sincerely and from the bottom of my heart I know that is true.
But as a saying I once told my friend some people are meant to stay while some just come by. But no matter what I wish it could be resolve but I dont even know what is happening.
Somehow somewhere deep inside me i thought i lost all type of emotions I try to reason things out as much as I can with logic. Apparently im still left with feelings. Feelings of Sadness and Despair. It maybe my fate to suffer in this life. However I'll appreciate the remainer of my friends and I'll hope for a better tomorrow.
Its so hard to forget someone whom you are thinking about everyday, every moment that deep down Im hurting like crazy but Im powerless to do anything.
"I rather let myself down, Give up on everything than to betray those i hold dear to myself"
Somehow some people around me can feel the aura around me but i'll try my best to keep it in control. Seriously everyone have more than enough problems than to come and bother about my problems.
Looking at the bright side. I still have tomorrow to live for. I will try my best to appear happy and I will still be around when my friends need me.
Saturday, September 24, 2011
Saturday, September 3, 2011
Friendship.
An incident just happened recently which made me think and ponder about some stuff.
I'll start first by defining friendship as is a form of interpersonally relationship generally considered to be closer than association. Sounds complicated right ? No it isnt. It just means that people who you can TRUST. That is what it is to me. For trust to happen there must be honesty or at least transparency in the action. I don't backstab people and I dont have any friends who will backstab me. A simple saying which i said recently. Just because I talked to you, Just because I play game with you doesnt mean you are my friend. I only trust people who trust me first. If people treat me good i'll treat them better BUT if they don't treat me good i'll just be normal. Why harm people if you don't like people to harm you in first place ?
The bonds of friendship can easily be broken by miscommunication , ill-intent, unintentional actions and misinterpretation. Deceit , Denial and Doubts are something i feel that if not present within friendship the friendship will last for a very long time. Also Trust and Honesty is what I build my friendship on. To me friends are precious i will try to solve whatever i can as long as it is within my ability. Sometimes I feel I am overly concern about my friends but I dont see any problems with that as i stick with my friends through thick and thin. I dont wish to see my friends sad as I would feel the same way. But what about the lies which is said to protect a friend how will one judge that action ? Sacrifices must be made, feelings should be expressed and emotions should be made known to avoid misunderstanding ?
However sometimes after conflicts erupts, chaos and confusion spread and emotions rage. When all is said and done. If the bonds of friendship are strong after the incident the bonds will become stronger BECAUSE we overcome the obstacle in front of us. After that try to appreciate the friendship more and understand each other better so there would not be a repeat of the same incident ever again.
I'll start first by defining friendship as is a form of interpersonally relationship generally considered to be closer than association. Sounds complicated right ? No it isnt. It just means that people who you can TRUST. That is what it is to me. For trust to happen there must be honesty or at least transparency in the action. I don't backstab people and I dont have any friends who will backstab me. A simple saying which i said recently. Just because I talked to you, Just because I play game with you doesnt mean you are my friend. I only trust people who trust me first. If people treat me good i'll treat them better BUT if they don't treat me good i'll just be normal. Why harm people if you don't like people to harm you in first place ?
The bonds of friendship can easily be broken by miscommunication , ill-intent, unintentional actions and misinterpretation. Deceit , Denial and Doubts are something i feel that if not present within friendship the friendship will last for a very long time. Also Trust and Honesty is what I build my friendship on. To me friends are precious i will try to solve whatever i can as long as it is within my ability. Sometimes I feel I am overly concern about my friends but I dont see any problems with that as i stick with my friends through thick and thin. I dont wish to see my friends sad as I would feel the same way. But what about the lies which is said to protect a friend how will one judge that action ? Sacrifices must be made, feelings should be expressed and emotions should be made known to avoid misunderstanding ?
However sometimes after conflicts erupts, chaos and confusion spread and emotions rage. When all is said and done. If the bonds of friendship are strong after the incident the bonds will become stronger BECAUSE we overcome the obstacle in front of us. After that try to appreciate the friendship more and understand each other better so there would not be a repeat of the same incident ever again.
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