Tuesday, July 10, 2012

Scorpio strength and weakness



Scorpio Strength Keywords:

- Loyal
- Passionate
- Resourceful
- Observant
- Dynamic

Scorpio Weakness Keywords:

- Jealous
- Obsessive
- Suspicious
- Manipulative
- Unyielding

This is something a good friend of mine shared with me. I'm Scorpio just in case you didn't know.

Loyal
I would agree with this 100%. I would never betray trust and friendship. As long as I trust and take you as a friend I'll be loyal to you till the end.

Passionate
Hmm.. about this I don't really know it.

Resourceful
Dependant on situation

Dynamic
I doubt I fit into this category. Maybe I don't see it myself or maybe I'm not.

Jealous
I would agree with this as well. I tend to get jealous easily but I get over it quickly I wouldn't be forever jealous.

Obsessive
Questionable. Not in a position to answer it myself

Suspicious
Only if things are suspicious but I think most of the time my suspicion is not unfounded :)

Manipulative
I don't think I am but maybe I should review my actions more.

Unyielding
Is this even a weakness ? Shouldn't it means refuse to give up. Anyway I think I will analyse the situation and take appropriate actions.

A friend of mine told me She found me very analytical I wonder is that even a good thing ? To analyse and take appropriate steps sounds very cautious in my opinion. But I guess because of what I experienced I'm cautious about people around me. 

A holiday with colleague

This is the first time I'm going on holiday with colleague. Omg so excited <3 Who wouldn't be haha.
Anyway we went up to Genting. 6 people in total. I was actually quite shocked that a random question on a genting trip really turned to reality. Even one of my colleague were sceptical on whether it would be happening.

I would say I really enjoyed the trip a lot. Even now sometime later the memories stay fresh in my mind. However I'm kinda in a depressing mood today to talk about it.

What do you do when people you trust doubt you. I'll feel hurt simply because I take them as friends only for them to distrust me. I think I trust people too easily. However I STILL believe in the goodness in people it may sound like a joke but that's what I honestly feel. I rather be betrayed than to betray this has all along been my policy. Thus I ended up betrayed so many times but I shall take each one as a lesson. However with each betrayal I feel my trust in people decrease a little each time. I hope to find someone who is able to prove that I can place my trust in and will never be betrayed.

Start of my PT job

Many things happened recently good , bad , happy and sad. I guess no one ever said life was easy and smooth flowing. When there is good there's always bad. When there's happiness there's sadness.

4 months ago...

A job was introduced to me by a certain friend from MDIS. I was very grateful for her for introducing to me such a company which fit into my dream job so well.

Dream job (Before I get my degree)
-Near my house (I don't like travelling too far)
-Work with friends (I guess its quite normal)
-Flexible hours (I like to sleep and wake up late)

I always wanted to work in a company near my house, flexible working hours and with a friend. WOW !! All my wish were granted to me. AMAZING right ?

 Some background on the company / job scope
-Telemarketing
-Basic + Comm ($7/h with potentially 90c per sign up)
-Afternoon shift 1-10pm (Isn't the working hours wonderful ? I get to stay up late and wake up late)
-Taxi fare home claimable (I rarely made used of this since I stay so near)

With all this being said it should be a dream right. I guess so while it lasted anyway

I got to know 5 other people excluding the friend whom intro me to this company. All of them were great people luckily for me. Its been a long time since I last worked and so having so many friends around me helped me a lot.

It always seem that in life, friends come and go. I really wished for friends who are here to stay. How to have such friends it's still a mystery for me.